Ayht...

sorrie i kinda...mess this site up..uhm yeh i got kinda bord so yeah if sumone don't know why we broke up..uhmm i'll tell ya

Okae, this is how it all got down.  I was gettin reelie negative and thinkin bad shit of our x relationship.  I started to get all sad, bcoz of how i thot about everything in life.  I started to cut maiself, bcoz i was reeli negative.  There's was wae too much drama, and i take most of the blame fer that.  I gezz i brought drama, bcoz i was like reelie negative.  When i get negative i cant control maiself, and i wud just make angelica cry at nite.  I made her sad and she made me sad too.  During our last week, of our relationship, we both experienced sum hardships and depression bewteen one another.  We din't even talk much during that week, and if we did, we ended up fighting over stupid shit, which is reelie mai fault.  I wasnt a gud bf and, yes, i admit that.  Buh she also wasnt being a mature gf and a gud gf, as i thot she was.  During tha last week of our relationship, she made me feel like shit and that she dint love me and thereafter, we wouldn't say it to each other fer that entire week.  I got more and more negative, bcoz of how that week was and how we both experienced.  I was thinkin about breakup with her, buh i had sum second thots.  This i never told anyone so yeah i'm tellin that now.  As the weeks wore on, it was easter sundae, of the next week.  I remember that dae, it was the dae of our breakup.  She called me on mai cell, as i was playin bball, at antonette's houz.  There was a easter party ther.  I was so eager to recieve her call, bcoz i had a chance to c her.  She called me and told me she was comin to the party and i was jus so happie.  We both shot sum hoops outside then we went inside.  We sat on da hallway and i had to tell angelica sumthin.  I told her that i cut maiself again, bcoz of how the last week of our relationship effected me.  She couldnt bare to look at it or at me, and she barely did.  The look in her eyes, seemed like she was gunna breakup with me rite ther, buh she didn't, yet.  We then went outside coz she wanted to go.  She ran upstairs and i went after her.  Her mom was not ther yet so i waited with her.  I tried to hug her, buh she pushed me away.  Then i jsut backed off.  When her mom arrived she was sayin bye to everyone and i just walked away.  When i got home, she called me like around 10 and thas when she broke up with me.  She told me she had this long talk with her parents, or sum shit, and that she wanted to slow things down (breakup) bcoz she dint want her dad to find out and get hurt, uh huh.  I was like okae and hung up the fone.  It has been nearly 3 months after our breakup.  It's funnie coz we wer together fer around 7 months goin on 8 and like i can't even remember how it felt wen we was together.  Well yeah we both have moved on.  She has a new bf and i got a new gf.  Buh i'm happie that she broke up with me coz sheez been talkin all this shit about me and how she wud describe me wud make me the worst person in the world.  Buh i gezz i'm the worst person in the world to her.  Since i gotta new gf, she wud b mad dawgin her and like talkin shit behind her baq too.  I donno, maybe sheez tryin to get baq at me, dont know yet.  Angelica acted reelie immature buh i donno.  Buh yeah i am thankful that she broke up with me bcoz it made me, somewhat, mature.  I also thank her fer breakin up with me bcoz it showed me the kinda person she reelie is.  Well maybe they jus rumors buh i dont know, i aint gunna ask her.  I dont kare wuh thinks, ne more, and she aint mai gf ne more.  Well i'm all moved on, buh now i jsut feel happie, coz i got a betta gf .  Coz how she treats me rite and yeah sheez always here fer me. I havent done any dramatical things so yeah i think i've learned mai lesson in that..well thas how it all ended and i am grateful fer da breakup..It's funnie coz antonettes houz was the source of it all.  That the first place i met her and the last place to c her as mai gf....

well thas how it all came down..i aint gunna rite in this ne more, i just wanted to say that shit...yep..laytes and take karez to u all...